Monday, February 19, 2007

Weekend in review

This presidents day weekend hasn't been a good one for me =( Ive been feeling down the whole weekend, since Thursday night it began. I was having trouble getting to sleep, however I slept very late and managed to get all the sleep I need. Friday I was feeling ok throughout the day, until night hit, and I was starting to get very depressed. I was in tears in front of my computer, eventually I was able to calm down, however the time was starting to get very late, so around 4am I finally lay down to sleep, I slept till 11am, however I had a nightmare:

In the nightmare, I was in my room, it was presumably late at night since it was dark, and it was quiet. The room was dark, however there was a strange blue glow to everything. Suddenly, a black bird, i think it was a crow flew in through the window. It then attacked me and scratched my back...

I then woke up shivering, however I managed to fall back asleep and got up at 11am. I was kinda down and moody the whole day. When I was showering, I suddenly broke down crying for no reason. My life is stable at this point, theres no major problems or anything, so its really confusing to me why I'm feeling down. Saturday night I did sleep ok, I went to bed around 2:3o-3a, and got up at around 11a again. Sunday was fine, however I had another late night, I wanted to be in bed by 2am to move myself back to sleeping ealier so i could wake up earleir, but i had yet another late nite, I was up till around 3:30a, and woke upa t 11am. So here I am today, not in the greatest of moods, hopefully I can get this sleeping issues resolved

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